its all about you

2010-08-24T02:25:00.005+08:00

HI THERE!!!!!!!!!!!been a long time since i updated my blog....practically dead already....

recently, many fun and exciting things happened....like from yog dance to kbox and movie to SGH performance! wow hols packed with fun and of course....studying. tests are coming up next week, and i haven't even cover one sub yet!!!!!!!ARGH time to MUG MUG MUG liao!!!!!!!!!hahahaha chiong arh!!!!!!!!

hmm...recalling the times when my group had to perform for SGH...wah...super duper uber fun exciting, and yet can be heart-warming also...we sang a few songs like siyahamba, when you believe, you raise me up, over the rainbow, heal the world, ye liang dai biao wo de xin( the moon represents my heart). although some of the patients there were busy doing other things, others listened to us and man, did we leave something memorable for them. it was fun and heart-warming because some of them participated by singing and dancing along, and there was one female patient who cried when while we were singing...

seeing them enjoying themselves makes me happy too...it tells me that even the little things that i do can make someone happy! i think that if there were more opportunities like this, i will not hesitate to grab that opportunity and sing for patients...so as to bring them joy and happiness!

alrighty! nothing much to blog about....all i can say is....EXAMS ARE COMING!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok signing off!

2010-05-16T22:27:00.005+08:00

god send his son
they call him jesus
he came to love
heal and forgive
he lived and died
to buy my pardon
an empty grave is there to prove my saviour lives

because he lives
i can face tomorrow
because his lives
all fear is gone
because i know
he holds the future
and life is worthing iving just because he lives

how sweet to hold
a new born baby
and feel the pride and joy he gives
but greater still
the calm assurance
this child can face uncertai days because he lives

because he lives
i can face tomorrow
because he lives
all fear is gone
because i know
he holds the future
and live is worthing living just because he lives

and then one day
i'll cross the river
i'll fight lives pine
aworn with pain
and then as death
gives way to victory
i'll see the light of glory and i know
he reign

because he lives, i can face tomorrow
because he lives
all fear is gone
because i know he holds the future
and life is worthing living just because he lives...

2010-05-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

HIHI!!!!!!!long time never post already...TIME FOR ME TO REVIVE MY DEAD BLOG! hahahaha....school has been so much fun these days. i am in poly now....hahaha still miss my ite friends though...they brought alot of fun to me! life in poly is SO SO much different than that of ite...still trying to get used to it la...hahaha. first 2 weeks of school already so much to learn...whereas ite can slack abit here and there....

anyway, made brudders there(only 3 guys including me only...so yea not much brudders to make hahaha) in my tutorial group...pretty amazing how the girls and guys are ratioed....one guy is to seven girls! lol...there is this girl in my tutorial that i am interested in...don't know whether she is interested in me though...i don't know why i can't stop thinking of her sometimes, until i also cannot concentrate in lecture...she seems to be talking alot to my other brudder man...but i won't forsake friendship because of this hahaha...even if she is interested in him, i guess i will just have to let go bah...oh well i don't know arh...lets wait and see hahaha...

just finished our second presentation...lol it went smoothly, thanks to everybody's contribution! now waiting for monday to come...and subsequently many more icas to come! argh...i can foresee that more PBLS are coming along!!!!yay hahaha...got choir auditions on monday at 7 pm...must conserve voice for that day...hopefully i can get into the choir! hahaha...nothing much to post already...so i think i will just end here! see ya!

2010-02-18T02:08:00.002+08:00

don't give up,
it's just the weight of the world
when your heart's heavy,
i will lift it for you

don't give up,
because you want to be heard
if silence keeps you,
i will break it for you

everyone wants be to understood,
well i can hear you
everybody wants to be loved
don't give up,
because you are loved

don't give up,
it's just the hurt that you hide
when your lost inside ,
i will be there to find you

don't give up,
because you want to burn bright
when darkness blinds you,
i will shine to guide you

everybody wants to be understood,
well i can hear you
everybody wants to be loved
don't give up,
because you are loved

don't give up,
it's just the weight of the world
don't give up,
everyone needs to be loved

you are loved(don't give up ) by josh groban

2010-02-18T01:56:00.002+08:00

lord, to whom glory be
for he has aided me
in my times of need
he has answered me

mighty is he who reigns
for everything is possible with him
because he is the creator of heaven and earth
we are nothing and can do nothing without him

battles are fought and won in his name
for he is the holy god, the holy almighty one
there is none like him,
no one

2010-02-03T00:40:00.004+08:00

when i am down,
and all my soul so weary
when troubles come,
and my life burdened be,
then i am still and wait here
in the silence,
until you come, and sing awhile with me

you raise me up,
so i can stand on mountains
you raise me up,
to walk on stormy seas
and i am strong, when i am on your shoulders,
you raise me up,
to more than i can be

you raise me up,
so i can stand on mountains
you raise me up,
to walk on stormy seas
and i am strong, when i am on your shoulders,
you raise me up,
to more than i can be

you raise me up by josh groban

2010-01-23T02:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey...long time never update le...don't really have time to update because i'm having my attachment now....yea. God has been really good to me everytime. he has never once left me on my own. thank God for my maths, that i was able to pass with a c6. also, thank god that my phone was not lost...luckily the HCA pass it to the ward sister in charge to keep. if not, i think my phone and my head gone liao...hahaha jkjk....

a meaningful song i'd like to post:

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe

La luce che to dai
I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore resterò
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'è
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe.

Sognamo un mondo senza più violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternità
La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E'il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a sé
Another soul to love
Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child
need to find a place
guide us with your grace
give us faith so we will be safe

E la fede che Hai acceso in noi Sento che ci salvera

-the prayer by josh groban and charlotte church, andrea bocelli and celine dion

2009-12-16T04:18:00.002+08:00

life is sure full of uncertainty,
sometimes full of trouble,
sometimes full of glee

when there's trouble, people always try looking for answers
however, they couldn't find all the answers
however, there is one person whom provides everything
in him i trust because what i am looking for, he has all the answers

i put my faith in god,
trusting in him that he will hear me as i pray
i trust in god,
that he will answer my prayers always

2009-12-09T10:46:00.003+08:00

in the midst of battle joyfully we sing
we sing to the one whom is king
for he never leaves us to fight alone
he fights together with us, instead of we fighting on our own

the heaven and the earth shake
as we sing and pray
strongholds come tumbling down
as we sing, pray, praise and worship away

glory be to god, for the battles that are won
glory be to god, in his name victories are done
i trust in god because faithful and just is he
he has never ever once failed me!

thy kingdom come, thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven...

2009-11-28T03:12:00.002+08:00

hey i am back!!!!!!! been so long since i last blogged. so far school is good, having lots and lots of papers to do recently...teacher had to chiong revision alr, that's why we had to do 6 papers this how week...exams are next week so yea...that's the reason for the chionging of papers...after school exams then hols come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!can't wait to christmas comes....i am so totally into christmas mood man!!!!!!!!get together with family and friends...whoo!!!!can't wait!!

i dedicate this poem unto the lord:

glory be to he, the son of god
from the dead he is risen
glory be to he, the son of god
for our sins he had himself given

for god had said"i have loved you with an everlasting love..."
he gave his son for us to show us his unfailing love
no matter where i am, no matter what troubles i come across,
i can turn to him because he died for me, nailed upon the cross

by faith i put my trust in him
because he leads me to where he wants me to be
for i know that he never fails me
and he already has a plan which is destined for me!

2009-10-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

by god's grace,
many miracles took place
by faith it comes,
because we trust in the holy one.

what is going to happen in the future? nobody knows
no one knows where the path of the future goes
however, this we know
that our paths he wants us to walk, god will show

guide us along our paths we pray
and lead us according to your way
keep us strong and faithful we pray
lest when we walk halfway, we stray away

2009-10-25T03:51:00.002+08:00

hey...it's been a really long time since i wrote on my blog alr...recently sch has started. so much happened over the last half a year.... god has been really good to me. praise the lord! the next half of the year onwards will be getting tougher and tougher, not forgetting my o level maths! just want to get that over and done with! can't wait for my o level maths to be over. then i will go and burn all my maths books, notes and stuffs!!!!!!! hahahaha sch has been really fun! many things happened. just had some teambuilding activities recently. it was totally awesome man! the entire class bonded together... btw it was a series of games and activites. after the whole activity, the whole of the sch of nursing year one cohort just let loose!!!!!we joined together and had fun cheering our way!!!!what a blast!!!! think there will be more coming ahead!!!anyway i will stop here, signing off!

2009-09-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!!!i am back again! my hols just started not long ago...so not very much to do at home. yea...so i am just spending time on the computer...

let me make this my prayer...
god, to whom all praise and worship forever be.
lead me to the correct path, where you want me to be
it may not be easy
but i know that whatever path you have, it's best for me

holy spirit, lead me by your presence
your presence is good enough
let me rest in your presence
that i may be at peace

2009-09-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

what a way to end a week!!!today's service was awesome man. was feeling down before the service at first...but the minute the service started, i became more cheerful!!! it was an awesome feeling man...to just worship god and praise him....makes me forget all the bad things that i have gone through during the week!!!btw today's message was very impactful...many things to learn from that particular message. man i tell you the presence of god was there...was paying attention to the message that pastor was preaching...then out of nowhere i saw two fluffy like things just floating pass my eyes!!!cool right??god works in totally mysterious and awesome ways man!!! the minute i saw it, i knew that god was around!totally awesome man! ok nothing much to write alr...signing off!

2009-09-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

HURRAY!!!!i have been waiting for this day to come, which is the end of my attachment!!!will miss all the ward nurses and the staffs there, and also not forgetting the patients there as well...although there are some downs, think my week is quite ok bah...

to one of my dearest friend:
must things be like the way it is?
i pray that the lord will open up your eyes
that you may see
and walk the correct way to he

friend, please wake up
don't dwell on those practices anymore
remember that what you do
not only affects you, but your family more

it's time to come back
don't keep on drifting away
it's not too late
so come back and walk the godly way

2009-08-23T19:15:00.002+08:00

when troubles come, who do you find?
is it someone close to you,
or you just bottle it up all in your heart and mind?

when no one else can help you, what are you going to do?
are you going to sit down there and cry?
or are you going to keep trusting in god and try?

sometimes, things don't go the way we usually want them to be
but i know when things go wrong i can trust in he
because god is above all our problems and difficult situations,
he is going to provide a way out for us in problematic situations

no, i am not going to cry
but i will keep on trusting in god and try
no matter how hard life may be
i can do all things through christ who strengthens me!

2009-07-27T01:38:00.003+08:00

praise the lord for he is king
from the dead he has risen
all the earth and everything
in it shall bow down and worship him

god, my king, whom i forever praise
because his name is worthy to be praised
always praise him and worship him i must
because he is faithful, he is just

countless battles i have fought
countless victories he has brought
for life itself is sometimes a battle
but in god i know that i have won the battle

no matter how hard life may be
every point in life, i turn to he
for if god is with me
who can be against me?

therefore i will rejoice in he
no matter how difficult the situation may be
for i know that he is always with me
no matter what happens, i can trust in him to protect and guide me!

2009-07-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

life is uncertain
it is not like a bed of roses
difficult situations in life
of these we each have doses

situations influences emotions
how we feel
sometimes we are angry, sad, depressed
with such emotions we do not know how to deal

troubled by our emotions we may be
but note this one thing
god knows everyone, including you and me
he knows our feelings

so my friends, do not feel troubled inside
for god knows all about you
what you really feel inside
because god made you.

god cares about you
that is why he has sent his son to die on the cross for you
just kneel and say a prayer
because he answers prayers

believe in jesus, let him into your heart
let him be your king and saviour
with him inside, you won't have to feel negative anymore

2009-07-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

in the midst of my desperation i cry
cry out until my throat goes dry
the sufferings i have endured
and slowly, very slowly my sufferings disappeared

praise be to god, he is always with me
i wouldn't know what to do without thee
in disastrous situations i may be
but i know that he has already provided a way out for me!

god knows clearly my emotions
how i really feel
and when i pray and kneel
i know that the answers i seek for god will reveal

praise be to god almighty because he knows what i am going through
praise be to him who gives me all things good
for he knows me for who i am
for he knows my needs and has for me his very own plan

2009-07-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

in the smack of desperation,
we seek our answers everywhere
but sometimes we know
the answers we seek cannot be found anywhere

suffering in silence we may be
the unbearable pain, emotions that are kept in thee
some times we think that life has no meaning
and that committing suicide would help solve everything.

my dear friends, note that you are not suffering alone
because one person knows what you go through
he loves you, not just me alone
that he's willing to carry all your burdens for you!

friends, trust in him
so that you can find your answers within
always remember that god loves you
that's why he sent his son to die on the cross for you!

2009-07-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

today was a wonderful day!!!though i was kinda late for my livegroup meeting, i still had lots of fun. at the start we were playing some games called picture charades i think...then after that was worship. it was fun! we were all jumping around screaming and shouting with joy...twisting and turning our bodies...practising aerobics hahahaha...cool! sooner or later we will all become dancers alr hahaha!

the main highlight of today was not that...it was when the preaching started. that was the best part of it! i was impacted by the message that pastor kenny was preaching about. it was about us having to face our own giants. giants in the world, giants in the family and giants in our hearts! not only tha, when pastor kenny was giving his own testimony, i felt that both of our lives were similar, and that i share the same testimony with him!!!!guys, if you are doing like what he said, pls stop. those who never do it, don't start because when you keep doing it, you will feel the sting of it in your life and spirit!
i am awaiting for the service later at 10 am, because i know it is going to be powerful and impactful!!!!and the worship is just going to be awesome!!!!hahaha ok think i will stop here. see ya!

2009-07-02T01:48:00.002+08:00

today was an amazing day! although i woke up with a not so good start, i ended it awesomely...hahaha nothing beats the fun, joy and excitement in worshipping god today at prayer and praise!!!i had a blast of a time doing that! everybody just got caught up with worshipping god until we almost forgot the time, or only me i guess...
then we had testimony time, where we give all the glory to god because he has done something in our lives which we are thankful for...and of course, not forgetting something important which iwas reminded when brother joseph told us to pray and guard our faith...
that was my uncle...he was attacked by a spirit who was out to seek revenge. then my uncle started trowing things around and doing strange things which he has never done before! luckily we got someone who knows us and is spiritually strong enough to get rid of the spirit....now he is cleansed and normal. hahaha this serves for us as a spiritual wake up call. got to keep on praying and stay strong in faith and in spirit!!!!! hahaha ok...guess i write until here...signing off!

jesus is there...just call his name

2009-06-29T09:29:00.002+08:00

life is like the sea
sometimes rough, sometimes smooth
and according to its seasons
we have to move

there are times when we are at our wits end
feeling confused and not knowing what to do
but my dear friends, fret not
jesus is always with you

also, we find ourselves stuck at some point in life
feeling sad, depressed and traumatised by events in life
to find our answers in life we strive
until we just feel like ending it all with a knife

dear friends, there is always one person who is willing to help you
because he knows what you are going through
he loves you
that is why he has already paid the price for you!

jesus is there, just call his name
because when you begin to call on him and trust in him,
things will never be the same
in him you find comfort, love and peace
he takes away your problems so that its effects on you will cease!

to those who read this post:
if you are hurting inside, why not try jesus?
give him a try, and see the changes in your life!

2009-06-26T05:01:00.001+08:00

i will sing
to the one who created me
because he is faithful
he has set me free

in the spirit i will sing
a new song it shall be
happily i will be singing
because my problems i lift to he

no matter what lies ahead of me
i will trust in god
even though how hard things may be
because i know god is with me!

2009-06-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!!!went to watch transformers 2 today. it blew my mind away man! all the battle scenes were awesome!!! bumblebee's fight and optimus prime...although optimus kinda "died" in the beginning, which was quite sad, sam managed to bring him back to life using the matrix! then optimus and the fallen fought. with the help of jetfire's equipment, optimus managed to win over the fallen! and devastator was there too! woohoo...i still can't forget the movie and its funny parts hahahaha. after the movie, we went to the arcade and played some games so as to enjoy ourselves...went to shop for stuff and after that, we each left for home

hahaha it was a totally good day for me! i was very happy today because of my results! i had passed my exams! praise god for helping me in times of need!!!hahaha i was really struggling then because of my fever. back then i couldn't concentrate on my paper because of my headache, my fever. it was hard to concentrate. but i kept on doing, because i had to finish the paper. who knew that i would get a B for my bioscience! really praise god because he gave me the strength to pull through!
haha ok i think i will end here bah...see ya!

2009-06-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

woo! it's one more day to transformers 2 and the release of m exam results! i really can't wait to see how i did for my exams, and to watch the movie...hope i did pretty well so that i can go for my clinical practice...it sure will be fun there! soon i will be getting exposed to real life situations and many other life issues in the hospital. will be fun learning all these things!
miss yeo treated us to thai express yesterday...it was one heck of a treat!we all eat until we were satisfied. whew! managed to survive the tom yum fried rice yesterday! mix of small red chilli padi and green chilli padi...HOT HOT HOT!!!!! hahaha if you call my dish hot, you should try bryan's dish! i think his dish hotter than mine...until his face went red! he had hyperthermia man...all of us were laughing hard! it's been a long time since i have laughed that hard...

it's only a few minutes to tomorrow! pray and hope that tomorrow will be a day of blessings! hahaha...oh ya just remembered that i haven't taken my hepatitis B jab yet!!!must take before the attachment starts...thinking about attachment now, earning $10 a day...by the end of 3 mths when i save up, it will be alot!!!of course, my main motive is to save lives, not for the pay...hahaha i pray also that when my attachment starts, everything will go well, that patient will not die because of me!!!! ok...think i will write up to here bah...nothing to write alr. See Ya!!

2009-06-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

another day passes by
without us knowing how fast time really fly
in our lives we may have flips and flops
but our live journey never stops

sad , although we might be
soon enough it will be turned to glee
our live journey may be more than just a mile
but in god we know that it's worthwhile

so get up and walk, life goes on
for the past is already long gone
do not let the past affect you anymore
for it just makes you sore

god knows how much you have gone through
the sufferings that you have pulled along with you
to all those who read this post
i pray that god will bless you and touch you the most!

if nobody loves you, god loves you
because you are specially made in his eyes

2009-06-17T05:01:00.000+08:00

time really passes by so fast
each time i think about the past
i wished i could turn back time
did what i could have done to improve my life
spend whatever time i had with my grandfathers,
with friends doing other things

in a blink of an eye, all of that's gone now
secondary school classmates rarely keep in touch,
grandfathers gone to heaven to be with the lord
if only i could turn back time...

i guess the only thing is to move on
because i know,
whatever is lost is lost forever
and it will never come back
thank god for his strength
that he had provided me to continue the journey
the journey he had made for me

now there is still time
time for a change
to do what i wanted to do before
to continue improving myself
to continue reaching out
to the poor and sore
so that at the end of my life,
i know that my purpose is complete

2009-06-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

today was quite a nice day....had a bbq with the choir alumnis. been a long time since we had a bbq together. it was fun! we talked about things in our current schools, what we all have been doing and of course, reminiscing the times that we had while we are in choir. so much has happened since we have graduated. but nevertheless, we are still close.

hahaha while bbq, our fire died out a few times. we had to wait for the fire to relight...and it took pretty long i should say. the bbq lasted until 10, then we all went up to my friend's house. there, we sang songs, played twister and watched videos on friends lappies. hahaha...and here i am posting again. using my friend's lappy because i am staying overnight at his house...it's so late and still am awake...could not sleep that is why. wonder how i will be able to manage when my attachment starts hahahahaha....

well it's already morning and still here posting hahaha...5 am in the morning. think i am not going to sleep until later bah...because i really cannot sleep at all. think i going to log off soon, because i nothing to write alr. signing off!

2009-06-14T03:51:00.000+08:00

ok....i finally managed to get into my blog after donkey years of trying to remember the password. this few days has been very strange. how strange? well i won't tell. but hey, everything's alright now, thanks to god. so far life has been kinda interesting for me....met many good people that have influenced my life for the good. hahaha just had a wonderful time in church yesterday....awaiting for later because it's going to be more impactful tmr!

father's day is here! oh man...i haven't plan what i want to give to my father for father's day....hahaha crap. going to brainstorm for some ideas later....lol recently had an event called where wally worz. guess who came in first???IT'S SOMA!!!!!!!SOMA ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are the champions, hahahaha!!!!!!!!

well since this my very very first post after a few years, well i am looking to what god has for me in the future. i am sure that it will be more and more exciting! and of course, i can't wait for the next event that is going to happen. WOOHOO LIVEWIRE!!!!also, just want to thank god that he has given me good company in school and as well as caring people in my life, including livewire!!!!

2007-06-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

what a day! just had an old class gathering today. it was quite fun, going out with my old friends again.....went to eat at soul garden with them, then after that took some pics. then after that some of them left....only left six of us...so the six of us went to play pool.lol, at first we thought of going to kbox, but then changed our minds so we ended up playing pool together. fun dat it was, but also quite a tiring day.

lol, its been months since the choir has got its gold with honours, and i am happy. our hardwork paid off. now we will be focusing on our studies and all other things that are going to ocme in our life. yep thats what we are going to do.haha......recently went to wastch shrek3 with church friends....haha the movie damn hilarious. we luaghe dand laughed until almost had stomach pain....

very fast june holidays is going to end. june hols are practically burnt up for me because we have lessons for three weeks and the last week we are gonig to have choir....now awaiting for choir camp because it is going to be a lot of fun and there will be alot of bonding taking place!haha there will be talent time also and many other things that are going to happen!lol, ok signing off now!